#115
all i can get
after watching Wally Boag on TMS
after a heartbreak
he never heard male robot sighs on soap
operas from the 80s & 90s i found myself
watching, or he didn’t want to know that
about me, or he never wished to imagine
sham pipes blown up in me, & if he did,
i’m a real shrink for attention to detail &
i’d never want him to be tortured. some-
times absolute worst line of amusement
park, bad all around, hits body strangely.
blown up jealous condom in life of limes
is a fact of the black mirror gatekeeper
i’ve spent so much time w/, ‘cept i never
really got into the PIXAR thing. is that
cuz i am old? or older? it was definitely
older writers considering younger oglers.
i much prefer hand-drawn animations. yet,
i liked WALL-E cuz it was space & robots
& that worked, but what did i know about a
Short Circuit perspective on my linear track?
why do humans have to be computerized?
only sure thing that gets me out of bed
now is trusting i might get Sunday lucky
again, & there is a bit of fate around that
corner. i fell in love w/a cockroach who
didn’t believe in luck. i could never really
understand if it was because he believed
in GOD, or rather, in faith, which made
him sure, or if having a silvery ship in my
time forgotten was on account of himself
& his doing. i think it takes a lucky man to
say he doesn’t believe in luck. i understand
my collection of greens from between teeth
can’t deliver me future golden fortunes, but
i am one who still thinks a wish is a prayer
& a witch to believe in superstitious spit—
it is terrifying that there was only one form
of communication we failed at. i miss spell of
breath before dialogue. i like the first half best.
what’s a robot to do by himself w/this dream
about what moving image he’s lucky to catch?